lunedì 12 novembre 2012

Packing my life...


Hello my Friends!!!!
How are you all?
Much time has passed since my last post and...lots of things are happened to my life...
It was not a nice period and so...I didn't blogged at all...but I continued to follow your blogs and commented here and there from time to time...

Now...it's time to blog again and so...I'm here telling you what happened...
Hubby and I, after 15 years of marriage, decided to get separated...
So, this is last week that I'm spending in my beautiful and so loved house...
In fact, next Saturday, I'll move in my new flat...
I'm packing all my things and...all my life and...believe me...this is so sad...

I didn't know that in 15 years of life together we collected so much things and...now it's hard to divide them...it's hard and sad...you know...

But, the situation between us was not good so I think this is the right decision and at this point, this is better for us both...

Since we took the decision...nothing was real...but now that I'm packing...well...now things are changed and...all is so real...

I have to start a new life alone and this really scary me so much...I've never lived alone before...passed from my parent's house to our wedding house so...all will be new for me...

I'm still young...(well...41 years old...at least I'm not too old...LOL) and I can learn new things, meet new people, change my abitudes...we will see...

In this moment I'm so happy to have my family around and my friends!
My "real" friends and my "on line" friends mean so much for me!!!!
This last week here I think will be the hardest one...every thing I do I think...ok...this is the last time I'm doing it...every day I think...ok...this is last Monday I stay here...last Tuesday...
I'm lookig at every room remebering what I did there, what I tought there...all the things I bought, create...
Hopefully soon...will be better...but for now...it's sad...

Hope I didn't bored you with this post but...I'd like to share with you what is happening in my life...not only fun and happy things...but...real life!

I wish you all a nice day and..."see" you soon here!!!!
Love, Dany.